135lbs naturally w less food& better choices, lots of water, and lot of stretching and going from barely moving at all to being able to walk a few blocks. (Have lupus&spinal cord injury that had me basically housebound).
I SEE the difference in the pictures, but not the mirror.
I feel the difference in how people talk to or about me or the "old me". The compliments seem kinda backhanded. The side eyes questioning if I'm lying about surgery or taking meds for it, the skepticism or even DIRECT questions if I had been on drugs... You don't even get a chance to enjoy the results.
I SEE the difference in the pictures, but not the mirror.
I feel the difference in how people talk to or about me or the "old me". The compliments seem kinda backhanded. The side eyes questioning if I'm lying about surgery or taking meds for it, the skepticism or even DIRECT questions if I had been on drugs... You don't even get a chance to enjoy the results.
Even harder when there really isn't a support system, and from being so insecure, I never even posted progress or results on my own pages.
I'm not really sure what my goal weight is, or should be....but I do know, that my only goal is to just be happy and comfortable in my own body. ❤️
I'm not really sure what my goal weight is, or should be....but I do know, that my only goal is to just be happy and comfortable in my own body. ❤️
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